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Luna: Fantasy Named Happiness

by SamSeb Kierkegaard

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Where the moon was blue time never stopped Icicles on the roof cried So my heart also cried (Where the moon was blue time never stopped Icicles on the roof cried So my heart also cried) when I woke up (when I woke up) Drenched in my blood on that night I just wish you could be someone Someone that knows me (Drenched in my blood on that night I just wish you could be someone Someone that knows me) But I can't be seen Drench myself in blood, get lost in thoughts to see you Drench myself in blood, get lost in thoughts to see you Lying down with our back against the grass A gentle nostalgic breeze whisked by And you grabbed my hand Drench myself in blood, get lost in thoughts to see you Drench myself in blood, get lost in thoughts to see you Drench myself in blood, get lost in thoughts to see you Drench myself in blood, get lost in thoughts to see you credits
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Uncertainty attacked me With its large claws And I heard the whisper of a girl saying: Do you like being loved by people When you gotta hide yourself? Losing everyone you love Are you really happy? Can you truly understand what's real When we're running away? Running away from What you have to face? (What should be done What should I do I dare I love her) (What should be done What should I do I dare, I dare I love her) Am asking "Would even the faintest Glimmer of light save me?" In a place where my sins are forgiven, My pride may fall on its knees. Why are you telling me this? There's no way you'd leave me behind! I don't wanna go back to Reality! Desperation is haunting In our innocent pair of eyes. Waking up in the morning Is to grasp brutality of life. (Please forgive me... If you were to punish, I would gladly accept it But please allow me, Just me and her only) (Please forgive me If you were to punish I would gladly accept it But please allow me, Just me and her only) Fear and Trembling You're drenched in your tears wishing Someone out there would save you. Every teardrop tells me there's Something to fight for when the Truth glows in the dark. Only if the Moonlight could hide me From Uncertainty again. If I hadn't woken up Uncertainty wouldn't be here again. If I hadn't woken up perhaps she still would Have been by my side. This is the story of a boy Who opened his eyes And the girl who disappeared.
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Luna, in a garden without flowers, hypocrisy blooms again Clouded by hypocrisy, the moon loses its shine These memories of you They'll haunt me forever These memories of you They'll haunt me forever Can't you see they fooled me again with their flowery lies? I'm still climbing up the mountain of relentless rejection Reality can't stop My desire to be loved Reality can't stop My desire to be loved I'm still trapped in that place In a garden without flowers Away from this reality, to the world that I have yet to see It feels everything just exists only to end It feels everything just exists only to end It feels everything just exists only to end It feels everything just exists only to end It feels everything just exists only to end
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The gaping hole of hell To be filled by the moon's dreams But the hole in my heart Gets only bigger And I'm like, how will you ever fill this By staying true to your dreams? What do you think of me When I can't control my emotions? Here I'm standing As I'm looking at your eyes tonight I can't decide what's right and wrong I fucked it up again Looked at how you stared You stared at me You stared at me Crawling, fading, losing myself I'm just tired of Starting things over again Making good impressions And I fuck things up Wish you never found me I'm the living proof of Camus' lies Trying again Trying again only to fail again I said, it could be different this time If my hands cling to my old vision Can you stop me go insane? Years go by And everything stays the same Everything's wastefully spent To ask your validation You don't have to say anything You don't have to say anything I'm always listening to I'm always listening to Your silence anyway I am a revolving door standing Between expectations and regrets My life is so tough I get lost inside A fantasy world named Happiness Only to realise my dream is over Like people say It would be nice to live with dreams And go after a girl I like But life is not simple as it seems Like you watch it in a film There is such beauty and longing in it And I just wonder if you are real I'm the living proof of Camus' lies Trying again Trying Again only to fail again I said, it could be different this time If my hands cling to my old vision Can you stop me go insane? Years go by And everything stays the same Everything's wastefully spent To ask your validation You don't have to say anything You don't have to say anything I'm always listening to I'm always listening to Your silence anyway

about

Luna: Fantasy Named Happiness is an EP album by SamSeb Kierkegaard, featuring fictional characters SamSeb Kierkegaard created, which include: the boy from the city of Reality, Luna Moonlight, and Uncertainty the Monster. It tells the story of the boy wishing to escape and avoid all the tragic phenomena happening around him, and he discovers a standalone door that shines in the dark alone, which eventually leads him to a city named Dreams and Happiness. He is chased by a monster named Uncertainty, whose eyes are blinded by the brilliant magnificence of our heroine - Luna Moonlight. Luna Moonlight believes that by saving the boy from Uncertainty, he would go back to Reality. However, the boy becomes even more convinced that he belongs in Dreams and Happiness, and sees Luna Moonlight as his destined love. Luna Moonlight disappears at the blink of an eye, which brings Uncertainty back to Dreams and Happiness. Uncertainty destroys what was once alluringly beautiful to ashes, and its glory is never to be seen again. The boy convinces himself that Luna Moonlight must be fake and so must the city of Dreams and Happiness, which is now being burnt to ashes, because he is supposed to be happy since he’s no longer in the tragic city of Reality. The only logical answer to this incompatible phenomenon happening is that they are all fake.

As the boy walks past the streets without end, he begins to question everything, inviting the sleep to forget about all the ever-present, humdrum repetition of tragedies in sight. He imagines himself to be looking at a girl desired so much and to be holding her hand, embracing the glorious magnificence of her presence. Then the boy realises that nothing happened and ends up screaming.

Eventually, the boy learns that the city of Dreams and Happiness does not actually exist, neither Uncertainty nor Luna Moonlight. They are only there to let the boy know that he shouldn't run away from things if he truly wants to progress in life. Working on yourself to fight the demons you face every day is what brings you Dreams and Happiness in the truest sense.

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released May 20, 2022

SamSeb Kierkegaard - Lyricist & Composer
Lachlan Smith - Producer

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SamSeb Kierkegaard England, UK

an emo singer singing for the depressed.

"Luna, in a garden without flowers, hypocrisy blooms again."

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